My life

I haven't had a job in seven years. Well, I guess people would argue that staying home and raising your children is a job but, I mean a job outside of the house. I have a friend who told me about a position that would have been perfect for me. A part-time nine month contract doing what I love to do. I guess I really wanted it, because tonight she told me that it went to someone else. Damn. I have learned through parenting Sam that a lot of times things are bigger than you and you have to surrender them to the universe. I'm trying, I really am. Things have been so tight around here with my not working, we keep telling ourselves that "this is just temporary" but I am getting tired. Tomorrow is a new day, let's see what happens.